WEBVTT 00:19.352 --> 00:20.979 - Rise and shine, baby. 00:21.104 --> 00:22.147 - What? Wait. 00:22.272 --> 00:23.773 What are you doing, John? 00:23.857 --> 00:25.233 - This is our guest. 00:25.316 --> 00:26.985 Be polite, mind your manners, Blake. 00:27.110 --> 00:28.236 We've got some wine. 00:28.319 --> 00:29.612 Come on, just-just have a glass. 00:29.696 --> 00:30.613 - I don't want wine, John. 00:30.739 --> 00:32.365 - Hey, hey, hey, it's okay. 00:32.449 --> 00:33.450 Uh, I... 00:33.533 --> 00:34.534 I got him for you. 00:34.617 --> 00:36.244 - What do you- what do you mean for me? 00:36.327 --> 00:37.954 Uh, I don't want to do this, John, okay? 00:38.079 --> 00:39.956 - Hey, hey, it's o- it's okay. 00:40.081 --> 00:40.999 It's okay, 00:41.124 --> 00:41.791 - I don't really... I can't with you. 00:41.916 --> 00:42.792 - If he is, he's being... 00:42.917 --> 00:44.502 - I can't move! What are you doing? 00:44.627 --> 00:46.296 - Hey, J-John. 00:46.421 --> 00:47.464 - Don't worry, I'll be right there. 00:47.589 --> 00:48.298 - John, hey. 01:07.650 --> 01:08.651 - Damn, Johnny. 01:09.944 --> 01:11.821 - You didn't disappoint. 01:11.946 --> 01:13.782 That's some good pussy. 02:42.287 --> 02:43.746 - That's some good pussy. 03:02.765 --> 03:04.184 - What do you want? 03:04.267 --> 03:05.768 - Where-where am I? 03:05.894 --> 03:06.644 Hey, back away from me! 03:06.769 --> 03:07.770 - Relax, relax, relax! 03:07.854 --> 03:08.897 Relax. 03:08.980 --> 03:09.856 - Where are we?! 03:09.939 --> 03:10.940 - Who knows? I... 03:11.065 --> 03:13.234 - It's... It's cold. 03:13.318 --> 03:14.777 Why is it so cold? 03:19.532 --> 03:21.159 - Any idea who could be doing this? 03:28.124 --> 03:29.709 Do you... do you remember anything? 03:30.793 --> 03:31.753 Anything at all? 03:33.296 --> 03:35.340 - Ah, I remember, uh... 03:35.465 --> 03:37.342 going out last night. 03:38.009 --> 03:39.677 Some nightclub. 03:39.802 --> 03:41.554 - The one... the one on 5th of Main? 03:43.056 --> 03:44.474 - How'd you know that? 03:45.183 --> 03:46.309 - I was... I was there too. 03:47.018 --> 03:47.894 - Oh. 03:50.521 --> 03:52.607 The last thing I remember was, uh... 03:54.150 --> 03:55.485 sitting at the bar. 03:57.320 --> 03:58.863 But it gets, uh, hazy. 04:01.366 --> 04:02.867 - S-same with me. 04:04.911 --> 04:06.496 - So we were what? 04:07.080 --> 04:07.872 Roofies? 04:11.960 --> 04:13.211 - What do you remember? 04:14.963 --> 04:16.381 - There, there was, um... 04:19.384 --> 04:21.010 There was a guy in a mask. 04:21.135 --> 04:22.845 - Like, Jason Voorhees? 04:22.971 --> 04:25.682 - No, no, no, like, um... 04:25.765 --> 04:26.849 a black mask. 04:29.227 --> 04:30.353 Like a hood. 04:31.562 --> 04:33.147 It covered his entire head and... 04:33.231 --> 04:34.899 and on the forehead he had, um... 04:35.358 --> 04:36.567 - A red X. 04:38.778 --> 04:40.989 Did he stroke your hair just before you... 04:46.119 --> 04:47.996 Phew. It's all fucking crazy. 04:50.540 --> 04:51.874 - Okay, okay, I'm... 04:52.000 --> 04:53.584 I'm really freaked out now. 04:53.710 --> 04:55.545 What the hell does he want with us? 04:56.546 --> 04:57.422 - Hey. 04:57.547 --> 04:58.673 We'll figure this out. 05:01.718 --> 05:02.885 - I'm Alex. 05:07.974 --> 05:08.891 - Blake. 05:14.105 --> 05:15.398 There's a door right there. 05:16.024 --> 05:17.358 - You checked it? 05:20.820 --> 05:21.612 - Hello?! 05:23.031 --> 05:23.865 Help! 05:25.366 --> 05:26.492 Somebody! 05:33.541 --> 05:35.168 - Anyone out there?! 05:35.251 --> 05:36.085 Can anybody hear... 05:37.086 --> 05:37.920 - Are you all right? 05:39.422 --> 05:40.631 - Hello?! 05:41.758 --> 05:43.009 Open up! 05:43.426 --> 05:45.011 Let us the fuck out of here! 05:47.388 --> 05:48.473 Hey, listen. 05:48.598 --> 05:49.474 See if you can find something 05:49.599 --> 05:50.808 to pry the door open, huh? 05:50.933 --> 05:51.851 - Yeah, yeah. 05:59.275 --> 06:01.319 - Had that red light turned on before? 06:03.321 --> 06:04.947 When the red light goes on, 06:06.032 --> 06:08.117 price must be paid. 06:13.456 --> 06:14.624 Is this, uh... 06:15.208 --> 06:16.918 ransom situation? 06:31.641 --> 06:32.975 - Alex?! 06:33.059 --> 06:33.851 Alex! 07:18.354 --> 07:19.355 - Are you okay? 07:20.356 --> 07:21.190 I got you. 07:21.315 --> 07:22.733 - It's okay. 07:22.859 --> 07:23.818 - Oh, God. 07:25.695 --> 07:27.238 - Oh my God, look at your back. 07:32.243 --> 07:33.119 - It's him. 07:34.704 --> 07:35.788 The guy in the mask. 07:40.626 --> 07:41.836 - What does he want with us? 07:44.380 --> 07:45.548 - He kept repeating, 07:47.175 --> 07:48.843 the price must be paid. 07:51.554 --> 07:53.139 And if we didn't pay the price... 07:54.140 --> 07:55.808 we'd be tortured and killed. 07:56.893 --> 07:57.768 - What price? 07:59.937 --> 08:01.939 - He said there were a few stories on the ground 08:02.064 --> 08:03.065 and... 08:03.608 --> 08:06.027 and no one would ever find us. 08:07.320 --> 08:08.446 - Oh, Jesus. 08:11.908 --> 08:13.409 - Did he say why he picked us? 08:15.745 --> 08:16.954 - Uh, we didn't really have much 08:17.079 --> 08:18.080 of a conversation. 08:20.249 --> 08:21.250 Did... 08:22.293 --> 08:23.586 Take that, will you? 08:25.296 --> 08:26.130 - What's that? 08:27.423 --> 08:29.008 - He just gave it to me, you know. 08:29.675 --> 08:30.635 I don't know. 08:44.357 --> 08:46.651 - He's giving us water. 08:50.530 --> 08:51.531 And... 08:52.156 --> 08:53.115 Nuts? 08:57.370 --> 08:58.538 What's his angle? 08:59.372 --> 09:00.540 - Keep us alive. 09:01.707 --> 09:02.875 For now, anyway. 09:03.751 --> 09:04.919 - What else is in there? 09:10.841 --> 09:11.759 - God. 09:14.804 --> 09:15.972 - Looks like clothes. 09:17.265 --> 09:18.307 - A reward for getting... 09:18.391 --> 09:19.809 the fuck kicked out of me. 09:21.185 --> 09:21.978 - Yeah. 09:30.403 --> 09:31.153 - Is it warm? 09:31.279 --> 09:32.196 - Yeah. 09:34.448 --> 09:35.241 - I got it, I got it. 09:36.325 --> 09:37.827 - Let me help... I, uh, I got it. 09:38.494 --> 09:39.537 - I got it. 09:45.251 --> 09:46.627 - Okay, okay. 09:49.213 --> 09:50.006 - Well. 09:52.675 --> 09:53.718 - How do I look? 09:55.720 --> 09:56.846 - Like a hot mess. 09:59.765 --> 10:02.018 - Yeah, at least I'm hot, right? 10:10.943 --> 10:12.028 - Uh... 10:12.903 --> 10:13.738 Wait. 10:14.322 --> 10:15.323 Antibiotic. 10:15.990 --> 10:16.949 - What? 10:17.617 --> 10:19.201 - The lunatic gave us antibiotic. 10:20.202 --> 10:21.495 - Like a cream? 10:21.579 --> 10:22.580 - What? 10:23.456 --> 10:24.248 Okay, um... 10:26.667 --> 10:28.711 - What the actual fuck is happening right now? 10:30.755 --> 10:32.256 - At least he's thoughtful. 11:02.244 --> 11:03.829 - Do you want to have dinner with me? 11:12.338 --> 11:13.798 - You know, I, um... 11:14.924 --> 11:16.300 I've never been in a fight. 11:20.638 --> 11:22.014 - How'd you manage that? 11:24.100 --> 11:25.017 - Um, I... 11:26.936 --> 11:30.898 I guess I just wasn't equipped for it, 11:30.981 --> 11:31.899 somehow. 11:34.402 --> 11:36.278 - Have you looked in a mirror? 11:42.827 --> 11:44.286 What do you do? 11:46.831 --> 11:47.998 - I'm a personal trainer. 11:54.255 --> 11:55.172 What about you? 11:58.759 --> 12:00.177 I'm sensing... 12:02.680 --> 12:03.472 finance? 12:04.390 --> 12:06.183 Or... what? 12:12.231 --> 12:13.816 - I knew it. 12:15.818 --> 12:16.902 - No, I'm in, uh... 12:17.695 --> 12:18.696 real estate. 12:19.613 --> 12:20.573 Commercial stuff. 12:20.656 --> 12:21.782 My, uh... 12:22.825 --> 12:23.951 My kid brother and I. 12:24.869 --> 12:26.495 He's more into it than I am. 12:35.504 --> 12:36.422 I owed it to him. 12:38.048 --> 12:40.718 I come from a long line of tradesmen. 12:40.843 --> 12:42.678 A family of, uh... 12:42.803 --> 12:44.430 plumbers, builders, electricians. 12:44.513 --> 12:45.222 - Tough mix. 12:48.726 --> 12:50.352 - But when I was a kid, 12:50.478 --> 12:53.272 we all built a vacation house together, upstate. 12:53.355 --> 12:54.356 - Really? 12:54.440 --> 12:55.357 - From scratch. 12:56.192 --> 12:56.692 - Look at you. 12:58.152 --> 12:59.862 - And my brother, you know. 13:01.655 --> 13:03.365 He always wanted to start something up. 13:05.159 --> 13:08.537 I felt bad for kicking his ass one too many times. 13:09.538 --> 13:12.208 See, we fought all the time. 13:17.296 --> 13:18.172 - My family... 13:19.840 --> 13:23.594 was very nurturing and caring, loving. 13:25.638 --> 13:26.597 My sister and I, 13:26.722 --> 13:29.225 we never got beat up by our parents, so... 13:30.643 --> 13:32.269 And our relationship was great. 13:33.938 --> 13:36.023 You know, we got along just fine, so... 13:37.942 --> 13:39.777 When it was time to go to school, 13:41.737 --> 13:44.281 we didn't have any practice on fighting, 13:45.533 --> 13:48.494 or hitting anyone, or being hit. 13:49.703 --> 13:50.496 So... 13:52.790 --> 13:54.124 - You never got bullied? 13:54.583 --> 13:55.793 - Oh yeah. 13:57.378 --> 14:01.507 And I got called every name on the book. 14:03.759 --> 14:04.552 - So... 14:05.928 --> 14:07.054 You were bullied, 14:08.222 --> 14:09.348 and never got into a fight. 14:13.269 --> 14:14.103 - I know, right? 14:18.691 --> 14:20.234 I had some protectors. 14:27.366 --> 14:29.159 Especially one. 14:42.798 --> 14:44.216 - There was this one day, 14:44.925 --> 14:46.844 and we were coming home from school 14:46.969 --> 14:48.095 to go to his place. 14:49.430 --> 14:52.266 This little snaggletooth terror comes up to me, 14:52.349 --> 14:53.058 out of nowhere, 14:56.896 --> 14:59.315 For no reason, just a fight for the hell of it. 15:00.691 --> 15:01.817 Ben, 15:01.942 --> 15:04.612 he never stood for any of that crap, so... 15:04.695 --> 15:05.529 But I... 15:06.447 --> 15:07.615 I was scared to death. 15:10.576 --> 15:11.410 - So... 15:12.828 --> 15:13.579 What did he do? 15:14.663 --> 15:15.706 - So, um... 15:16.165 --> 15:18.000 Ben gets in his face, 15:18.083 --> 15:20.169 but this kid just won't go anywhere. 15:20.794 --> 15:21.795 And at this point, 15:21.879 --> 15:24.173 I notice there's a crowd of kids watching us, 15:25.341 --> 15:26.967 and I'm terrified, because... 15:28.135 --> 15:31.221 You know, if I were to fight this little twerp, 15:31.347 --> 15:33.265 and lost to him, 15:33.349 --> 15:34.683 I'd be mortified. 15:35.267 --> 15:36.936 He actually takes a swing at Ben. 15:37.978 --> 15:40.230 And that was a really wrong move, because... 15:40.856 --> 15:43.359 Ben then stops the punch, 15:44.026 --> 15:45.194 grabs him by the arm, 15:45.903 --> 15:47.279 flings him to the ground, 15:48.030 --> 15:49.239 holds him in a headlock, 15:49.365 --> 15:51.533 sits on him until the kid gave up. 15:52.618 --> 15:53.577 And then... 15:54.703 --> 15:56.080 Ben's older brother, Derek, 15:56.997 --> 15:58.540 you know, he's on his way home, 15:58.958 --> 16:00.960 and he comes to help. 16:01.919 --> 16:03.087 But the kid just panics, 16:03.212 --> 16:04.964 and bolts out of there, 16:05.047 --> 16:06.882 thinking that we might jump him. 16:07.508 --> 16:10.052 - Sounds like a great friend to have. 16:13.055 --> 16:14.056 - He was. 16:22.064 --> 16:23.023 - Do you love him? 16:25.693 --> 16:27.361 - Like, in love with him? 16:29.571 --> 16:30.406 God, no. 16:31.407 --> 16:32.199 No way. 16:34.535 --> 16:35.327 No, he's... 16:37.037 --> 16:39.081 He's just the big brother I always needed. 16:40.958 --> 16:42.126 A real friend. 16:43.252 --> 16:44.586 A terrific person. 16:47.256 --> 16:49.591 A great husband, a father now. 16:52.177 --> 16:54.304 Just someone who knows how to take care of things. 16:59.268 --> 17:00.728 I wish I was more like him. 17:07.026 --> 17:08.444 If only he was here to... 17:10.029 --> 17:11.530 rescue me again, right? 17:20.456 --> 17:21.415 What about you? 17:25.002 --> 17:26.336 - Um... 17:28.464 --> 17:28.964 Do I love him? 17:35.846 --> 17:36.638 - In general. 17:38.807 --> 17:39.641 Are you... 17:40.350 --> 17:41.143 or... 17:41.769 --> 17:43.729 Have you ever been in... 17:43.812 --> 17:44.646 - Once. 17:45.481 --> 17:46.607 Luke was... 17:49.610 --> 17:50.402 Uh, he... 17:52.613 --> 17:53.989 M-My partner, um... 17:54.114 --> 17:55.699 - I'm so... Alex, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have. 17:55.824 --> 17:56.617 - Um... 18:00.329 --> 18:01.371 It's been a long time. 18:03.874 --> 18:05.000 - I have no business. 18:05.375 --> 18:06.835 I shouldn't... I shouldn't have, I... 18:06.919 --> 18:09.546 - It-It's been a long time. 18:12.382 --> 18:13.550 - Forget I said anything, okay? 18:13.675 --> 18:15.135 I... I just, um... 18:15.844 --> 18:16.678 - Blake... 18:19.056 --> 18:20.766 there was another life. 18:22.017 --> 18:22.810 It's okay. 18:29.566 --> 18:30.359 - What? 18:30.984 --> 18:31.777 - Oh. 18:35.864 --> 18:37.449 For a second, I... 18:39.535 --> 18:42.454 I forgot we were trapped in a dungeon. 18:55.926 --> 18:57.177 - Are we gonna die? 19:04.560 --> 19:05.310 - No. 19:11.608 --> 19:12.484 Hey, 19:14.778 --> 19:15.904 we're getting out. 19:18.866 --> 19:19.658 Look at me. 19:23.745 --> 19:25.622 We're getting out. 19:42.806 --> 19:43.932 - I believe you. 20:04.119 --> 20:05.245 - It's okay. 20:28.602 --> 20:29.978 - No, no, get your hands off me! 20:30.103 --> 20:30.854 Alex! 20:30.979 --> 20:31.939 - Please. 20:32.564 --> 20:33.607 - Alex! 20:49.081 --> 20:50.499 - My goodness. 20:55.212 --> 20:56.213 - Stop! 21:02.594 --> 21:04.179 What do you want from us? 21:04.304 --> 21:05.764 What do you want from us?! 21:07.432 --> 21:08.850 Leave him alone! 21:41.133 --> 21:41.925 - Alex? 21:56.398 --> 21:57.399 - Alex? 21:58.066 --> 21:59.067 Alex? 22:01.361 --> 22:02.404 Alex? 22:04.031 --> 22:04.823 Alex?! 22:07.075 --> 22:07.993 - Alexander? 22:12.331 --> 22:13.332 - Yes? 22:14.875 --> 22:15.709 Sir? 22:17.753 --> 22:18.545 - Sir? 22:26.094 --> 22:27.095 - Sir? 22:28.513 --> 22:29.931 - Dr. Gilroy? 22:31.058 --> 22:32.309 - Well, you can call me Dakin. 22:32.434 --> 22:33.769 That's okay. 22:34.269 --> 22:35.771 - I'd rather call you Dr. Gilroy. 22:37.439 --> 22:39.358 - And why? Why is that? 22:41.109 --> 22:42.694 - Because we aren't friends. 22:51.787 --> 22:52.579 - Okay. 22:55.415 --> 22:56.958 Why don't you come on up here, Alex? 23:04.299 --> 23:05.467 No, you're right, Alex. 23:05.592 --> 23:06.927 We're not friends. 23:07.969 --> 23:09.137 - We certainly will be. 23:09.262 --> 23:10.347 - I believe that too. 23:10.472 --> 23:11.556 Do you know why? 23:17.604 --> 23:18.939 - It's because we care. 23:19.022 --> 23:19.815 - That's right. 23:21.274 --> 23:22.484 You'll realize that me, 23:22.567 --> 23:24.319 Vivian, every leader in this place, 23:24.444 --> 23:25.737 we want to help you, all of you, 23:25.821 --> 23:28.490 clear up any confusion in you. 23:29.908 --> 23:30.867 - Find your way. 23:33.036 --> 23:35.539 - That's a beautiful way to put it, Vivian. 23:35.664 --> 23:37.666 We want to help you find your way. 23:38.500 --> 23:40.377 You see, friends do that. 23:40.502 --> 23:41.711 But, uh... 23:43.380 --> 23:45.048 if you don't see us as friends, 23:45.173 --> 23:46.174 I... 23:46.299 --> 23:47.843 I can respect that. 23:50.178 --> 23:51.012 - We're not friends. 23:51.972 --> 23:52.764 - Yet. 23:59.729 --> 24:01.606 - But you know who is your friend, Alex? 24:04.192 --> 24:07.821 I think, young Luke over there is your friend. 24:10.365 --> 24:11.199 Isn't that right? 24:14.411 --> 24:15.495 I think... 24:16.663 --> 24:18.832 he's your special friend. 24:21.460 --> 24:22.752 Do you want to know how I know that? 24:24.588 --> 24:26.047 Young Luke, how do I know that? 24:38.894 --> 24:40.562 Uh, I confessed. 24:43.190 --> 24:44.191 - Just before group... 24:45.567 --> 24:47.444 taking and Vivian, they, uh... 24:50.489 --> 24:52.073 they helped me take a step forward. 24:56.536 --> 25:00.832 - The Taj Mahal was built one stone at a time. 25:14.471 --> 25:16.681 We are really proud of you 25:16.765 --> 25:18.975 for laying that first stone, Luke. 25:20.560 --> 25:23.104 - Young Luke is choosing the moral path. 25:23.897 --> 25:25.524 Young Luke is breaking free 25:25.607 --> 25:27.317 from the coils of the addiction 25:27.442 --> 25:31.071 through inner work and conscious effort. 25:31.571 --> 25:34.157 He confessed not just for his salvation, 25:34.533 --> 25:37.035 but for yours as well, Alex. 25:40.121 --> 25:42.123 He did it for you too. 25:48.922 --> 25:50.215 Think about your mom and dad. 25:50.298 --> 25:52.801 They sent you here out of love. 25:53.301 --> 25:54.427 They want to see you live a life 25:54.511 --> 25:55.762 within the bounds of society. 25:55.845 --> 25:58.223 They don't want to see you suffer 25:58.306 --> 26:00.642 because of correctable choices. 26:02.727 --> 26:05.564 - Honor thy mother and thy father. 26:06.356 --> 26:07.816 Religious beliefs aside, 26:07.899 --> 26:10.193 it is an ethical standard to live by. 26:12.654 --> 26:13.655 - Have your choices 26:13.738 --> 26:15.740 given your parents that honor, 26:16.241 --> 26:17.033 Alex? 26:20.203 --> 26:21.830 Do you know where my favorite quote is from? 26:22.831 --> 26:23.582 - God... 26:23.665 --> 26:25.000 - Gore Vidal. 26:26.668 --> 26:27.794 Do you know who that is? 26:29.004 --> 26:31.840 He wrote a lot of books, essays, things like that. 26:31.965 --> 26:33.925 Lived an unconventional life. 26:34.593 --> 26:36.177 His own set of confusions, 26:36.303 --> 26:37.679 you know, just like you. 26:38.805 --> 26:40.307 Never fully at peace with himself. 26:41.308 --> 26:42.309 Do you know what he said? 26:45.186 --> 26:47.063 There is no such thing 26:47.188 --> 26:50.650 as a homosexual or heterosexual person. 26:50.734 --> 26:54.696 Only homo or heterosexual acts. 26:54.779 --> 26:57.574 Most people are a mixture of impulses, 26:57.699 --> 27:00.076 if not practices. 27:00.201 --> 27:03.246 Do you know why I love that quote? 27:04.873 --> 27:07.208 - It's because it validates the idea 27:07.584 --> 27:10.837 that all of this is a choice. 27:13.798 --> 27:14.924 - Cards on the table, Alex. 27:15.050 --> 27:18.678 You will live a life of pain and misery 27:18.762 --> 27:21.264 and God forbid worse if you persist. 27:21.389 --> 27:23.391 Is that what you want? 27:23.516 --> 27:25.101 Is that what you want for your mother? 27:26.019 --> 27:26.895 What purpose in life is that? 27:26.978 --> 27:29.731 What hell on earth is that? 27:31.483 --> 27:33.735 Were you born to be an outcast? 27:34.235 --> 27:35.487 Were any of you? 27:35.987 --> 27:38.740 I will not let you drown yourself, Alex, 27:38.865 --> 27:40.992 because whether you like it or not, 27:41.826 --> 27:43.244 I'm the best friend you've got. 27:46.915 --> 27:49.376 Will you let us cure you? 27:55.256 --> 27:57.008 Speak up, young Alex. 28:00.595 --> 28:01.429 - No! 28:09.646 --> 28:12.023 - I will save you from yourself, 28:12.440 --> 28:13.608 Alexander. 28:14.275 --> 28:16.653 Vivian, prepare him for his session, please. 28:40.927 --> 28:43.346 We will save you, Alexander. 28:53.982 --> 28:55.734 - When the red light goes on, 28:56.526 --> 28:58.820 price must be paid. 29:09.581 --> 29:10.373 - I checked. 29:10.832 --> 29:11.833 Every crack, 29:12.917 --> 29:14.377 every crevice, every angle. 29:17.380 --> 29:19.340 The only way out has to be through that door. 29:21.426 --> 29:22.302 I've been thinking. 29:24.471 --> 29:25.889 The next time he goes off... 29:26.389 --> 29:27.557 Like, I mean... 29:27.682 --> 29:29.017 The next time he goes off, 29:29.559 --> 29:30.226 I'm going in. 29:30.351 --> 29:31.269 - No. 29:31.686 --> 29:32.854 - I have to know... - Blake. 29:32.937 --> 29:34.314 - I have to know who he is. 29:34.397 --> 29:35.023 - I can handle it. 29:35.106 --> 29:37.150 - I have to know who he is! 29:38.026 --> 29:40.653 I have to look at him 29:40.737 --> 29:42.155 and try and... 29:44.616 --> 29:45.825 fight him. 29:53.541 --> 29:54.834 - Have you been drinking? 29:56.377 --> 29:57.212 - Yeah. 29:57.837 --> 29:58.880 Yeah. 29:59.005 --> 30:00.048 I've been drinking. 30:01.508 --> 30:02.509 Do you know how? 30:06.554 --> 30:07.347 From this. 30:10.266 --> 30:11.142 - What is that? 30:13.353 --> 30:14.229 One of our many prizes 30:14.354 --> 30:17.065 our captor continues to provide for us. 30:19.609 --> 30:21.903 - Vodka and pineapple juice. 30:27.408 --> 30:28.201 - Here you go. 30:28.284 --> 30:30.203 - Oh wait, I haven't ordered yet. 30:30.286 --> 30:32.413 - The guy at the end of the bar sent it to you. 30:32.497 --> 30:33.581 - Shit, really? 30:36.251 --> 30:37.877 - This is the vodka pineapple. 30:40.421 --> 30:41.798 - Is that a coincidence? 30:44.300 --> 30:45.218 - I don't know. 30:48.930 --> 30:50.098 - That's the thing, Alex. 30:50.974 --> 30:53.101 That's just it. 30:54.727 --> 30:55.937 I don't know either. 30:57.105 --> 30:58.356 You know why I don't know? 31:01.150 --> 31:05.989 Because none of this makes any sense at all. 31:07.699 --> 31:08.992 The only thing that makes sense 31:09.117 --> 31:11.828 is that you walked in there 31:12.829 --> 31:14.163 for a second time 31:15.290 --> 31:17.584 and walked in here with a prize. 31:19.294 --> 31:20.086 For me? 31:22.005 --> 31:24.632 Don't you find that a bit peculiar? 31:26.801 --> 31:28.011 - It is, yeah. 31:32.599 --> 31:33.892 He sent this... 31:35.226 --> 31:36.603 because he's asking for me. 31:37.896 --> 31:41.065 He wants me to go in there. 31:42.150 --> 31:43.985 He wants me to walk in there 31:45.278 --> 31:47.488 and he won't stop! Until I... 31:48.489 --> 31:49.490 - Calm down, alright? 31:50.575 --> 31:51.910 - He's going to kill you! 31:54.746 --> 31:59.667 He is going to kill you. 32:07.842 --> 32:10.511 And I'm going to be the one to watch. 32:13.932 --> 32:15.475 And I can't watch! 32:25.026 --> 32:26.277 It has to be me. 32:37.330 --> 32:40.333 - What if he kills you, Blake? 32:41.876 --> 32:42.919 Hmm? 32:45.880 --> 32:48.716 What if I'm the one who has to watch? 32:54.555 --> 32:55.515 Look, 32:56.140 --> 32:58.559 I understand where this is coming from. 32:58.643 --> 32:59.602 I do. 33:00.019 --> 33:02.230 But you're not thinking this through. 33:03.314 --> 33:04.941 I've gone in there twice, 33:05.400 --> 33:07.026 taken the licks, 33:07.110 --> 33:08.653 and like a big strong boy, 33:08.736 --> 33:10.279 I'm still here! 33:11.030 --> 33:13.491 I'm not the one crying and cowering in a corner. 33:19.580 --> 33:21.249 - What the hell is that supposed to mean? 33:23.835 --> 33:24.961 - No, nothing. 33:33.678 --> 33:34.429 - That's it? 33:36.764 --> 33:37.849 That's what you think of me? 33:37.932 --> 33:38.766 - Of course not. 33:42.103 --> 33:43.980 - How about I have my first fight 33:45.106 --> 33:46.357 right now? 33:47.567 --> 33:48.359 Huh? 33:49.944 --> 33:50.611 Don't run away! 33:50.737 --> 33:51.487 - Blake. 33:51.612 --> 33:52.363 Stop. 33:52.447 --> 33:53.072 - Huh? 33:53.156 --> 33:54.240 Is that what you think? 33:54.323 --> 33:55.116 I'm weak. 33:56.034 --> 33:57.326 Fight me. 33:57.452 --> 33:58.244 Huh? 33:58.953 --> 34:00.079 Fight me! 34:00.788 --> 34:01.581 Fight me! 34:02.415 --> 34:03.249 Eh? 34:03.332 --> 34:04.125 Fight me! 37:37.755 --> 37:39.966 - It's not exactly the Ritz, but... 37:50.184 --> 37:51.018 how are you? 37:52.270 --> 37:53.813 - A bit hangover, but... 37:56.023 --> 37:56.857 very nice. 38:00.111 --> 38:00.903 How about you? 38:02.405 --> 38:03.572 How are you feeling? 38:04.282 --> 38:06.325 - Uh, yeah, very... 38:07.910 --> 38:08.828 very good. 38:10.496 --> 38:12.206 Oh, do you want your, uh... 38:12.331 --> 38:13.582 - Oh, yes, please. 38:18.713 --> 38:19.547 - Okay. 38:30.725 --> 38:31.934 - I don't know what time of day it is, 38:32.059 --> 38:32.852 but... 38:34.228 --> 38:35.813 it feels like saying good morning, 38:37.023 --> 38:38.357 it's maybe appropriate. 38:56.292 --> 38:59.086 - Truth or dare? 39:03.007 --> 39:04.342 Get out of here right now. 39:06.135 --> 39:06.927 - Come on. 39:11.974 --> 39:13.768 - I need truth in my life. 39:23.611 --> 39:25.363 Who was the first man... 39:26.197 --> 39:27.615 you had on top of you? 39:35.247 --> 39:36.457 - He really went there. 39:40.461 --> 39:41.712 - And did he fuck you? 39:45.383 --> 39:46.509 - Not at first. 39:48.344 --> 39:49.595 At first, he was... 39:50.471 --> 39:51.972 pretty PG-13. 40:23.003 --> 40:24.130 - When I was growing up, 40:25.923 --> 40:28.592 all the boys always wanted to wrestle each other. 40:31.137 --> 40:32.513 I was terrible at it. 40:34.265 --> 40:35.349 But at least I didn't involve 40:35.433 --> 40:38.519 getting punched or hitting anyone, so. 40:40.729 --> 40:43.357 I was slightly less terrified of wrestling 40:43.482 --> 40:46.652 than fistfights after school. 40:48.529 --> 40:50.448 Plus, they made us do it in gym class, so... 40:51.365 --> 40:53.451 I really didn't have much of a choice. 40:54.827 --> 40:57.663 - All of this is a choice. 41:02.209 --> 41:03.502 - He wouldn't let me move. 41:05.212 --> 41:06.005 He was like, 41:07.131 --> 41:08.048 dead weight. 41:19.560 --> 41:20.686 I look at you, and... 41:21.061 --> 41:22.146 and I feel safe. 41:28.402 --> 41:29.528 - In my house, 41:30.571 --> 41:32.781 the Bible was the law. 41:33.866 --> 41:35.910 So if I ever broke the law, 41:36.327 --> 41:38.746 he'd be right there, 41:38.829 --> 41:41.916 ready with a swift punishment against my... 41:44.043 --> 41:45.169 transgressions. 41:46.545 --> 41:49.256 Honor thy mother, my father. 41:50.508 --> 41:51.425 Have your choices 41:51.550 --> 41:53.469 given your parents that honor? 41:57.389 --> 41:58.891 - I mean, the way he swung. 42:01.852 --> 42:04.605 No one hits that hard and calls it a lesson. 42:08.275 --> 42:10.778 Eventually, I got numb to it. 42:12.238 --> 42:13.072 But then, 42:15.533 --> 42:16.408 when I got older, 42:16.492 --> 42:17.785 he'd, uh... 42:22.456 --> 42:24.667 he'd make me hit myself. 42:35.469 --> 42:37.721 Make me count each stroke while I... 42:43.143 --> 42:44.186 I need to watch. 42:51.694 --> 42:54.280 I'd be there so long, 42:55.155 --> 42:55.990 I'd go... 43:00.119 --> 43:01.537 somewhere else. 43:03.414 --> 43:04.832 I'm not even there. 43:10.546 --> 43:12.548 As long as he needed. 43:18.554 --> 43:20.222 When I was in high school, 43:20.639 --> 43:23.017 my father walked in on me... 43:23.142 --> 43:24.351 kissing another boy. 43:26.437 --> 43:27.479 He proceeded to send me 43:27.563 --> 43:28.814 to one of those... 43:30.190 --> 43:31.775 reprogramming places. 43:38.824 --> 43:41.744 All in the name of his God. 43:44.246 --> 43:46.915 The only God was violence. 43:52.004 --> 43:53.756 The program was called, um... 43:54.798 --> 43:56.050 readjustment. 43:59.720 --> 44:02.973 After the daily sessions of torture, 44:03.057 --> 44:06.143 they'd take better care of the kids who lied 44:06.226 --> 44:07.353 and said it was working. 44:10.189 --> 44:11.106 - In what way? 44:13.025 --> 44:15.736 Bullshit things we take for granted every day. 44:17.946 --> 44:19.948 We wouldn't get them otherwise. 44:22.201 --> 44:22.993 Gifts... 44:23.786 --> 44:25.621 for announcing who we are. 44:33.379 --> 44:34.630 - Did you... did you? 44:35.047 --> 44:38.133 - No, Luke saved me in that place. 44:44.264 --> 44:45.683 It didn't break me. 44:47.267 --> 44:49.269 They bathed me in... 44:50.479 --> 44:52.856 a river of violence, 44:56.068 --> 44:57.611 and I drank the ocean dry, 45:01.782 --> 45:02.950 but Luke... 45:06.245 --> 45:07.705 it was too much 45:07.788 --> 45:09.123 for him to... 45:49.830 --> 45:51.832 - The price must be paid. 45:58.839 --> 46:00.007 - I couldn't... 46:06.013 --> 46:08.265 I'm not making that mistake again. 46:12.311 --> 46:14.229 That's why I can handle whatever happens 46:14.354 --> 46:15.856 in that room, Blake. 46:19.693 --> 46:21.028 I'm not even there. 46:28.952 --> 46:30.204 - I don't even know his name. 46:35.334 --> 46:36.460 Seven months ago, 46:39.755 --> 46:41.298 that is the last time 46:42.299 --> 46:44.802 anyone touched me. 46:49.640 --> 46:51.225 That's some good pussy. 46:56.897 --> 46:58.106 That's some good pussy. 46:58.232 --> 46:59.900 I hear it in my head all the time. 47:06.240 --> 47:07.157 I was there. 47:08.575 --> 47:09.493 I was there. 47:12.913 --> 47:13.997 I'm still there. 47:25.384 --> 47:26.176 But then... 47:29.054 --> 47:30.180 but then I met you. 47:42.276 --> 47:43.193 Thank you. 48:08.802 --> 48:09.636 Together. 48:12.806 --> 48:14.141 Together. 48:59.770 --> 49:00.812 - Alex? 49:00.896 --> 49:01.855 Alex! 49:01.939 --> 49:02.648 What are you doing?! 49:02.731 --> 49:03.690 Alex! 49:03.815 --> 49:04.858 - Get away from me, get away from me. 49:04.942 --> 49:06.026 Ugh! get away from... 49:06.109 --> 49:06.860 Get away from me. 49:06.944 --> 49:08.278 - I need you now! 49:09.404 --> 49:10.364 - Alex! 49:13.533 --> 49:15.410 I need you... no, Alex. 49:44.064 --> 49:45.190 - But then... 49:48.068 --> 49:49.486 but then I met you. 51:42.682 --> 51:44.351 - That's some good pussy. 51:54.194 --> 51:55.821 How did this happen? 51:57.030 --> 51:58.406 - There is no shame 51:58.532 --> 52:00.075 with whatever you're feeling. 52:01.785 --> 52:03.120 Whatsoever. 52:03.203 --> 52:05.288 - We're all survivors, Blake. 52:05.372 --> 52:06.665 - You're all so strong. 52:08.542 --> 52:10.377 I'm doing so much better recently, I... 52:11.211 --> 52:12.462 A hundred percent. 52:12.963 --> 52:14.548 I'm living my life again, which... 52:17.968 --> 52:19.094 it's awesome. 52:23.056 --> 52:23.890 I've been doing the things 52:24.015 --> 52:25.559 I used to love doing so much more. 52:26.852 --> 52:29.563 Reading, jogging. 52:29.646 --> 52:31.898 I've been getting some great clients at the gym. 52:33.567 --> 52:34.401 Great money. 52:37.571 --> 52:38.405 Yeah. 52:39.573 --> 52:40.574 I'm... 52:41.158 --> 52:43.869 reintroducing myself into the wild. 52:47.873 --> 52:50.542 - You're describing self-love. 52:53.253 --> 52:54.504 And you're worthy of it. 52:57.382 --> 52:59.926 And it's reassuring that you know that. 53:08.768 --> 53:10.645 I'm making a conscious decision that... 53:11.271 --> 53:12.647 what happened to me... 53:14.608 --> 53:15.108 happened. 53:15.233 --> 53:16.401 But... 53:16.484 --> 53:17.777 But it doesn't control me. 53:20.780 --> 53:22.949 I won't let this dictate my life or... 53:23.033 --> 53:25.452 or prevent me from living it. 53:28.538 --> 53:32.667 I am stronger than this leap of a moment. 53:35.295 --> 53:37.797 It's just not worth living in that, you know? 53:47.140 --> 53:48.433 I'm going to be okay. 53:53.271 --> 53:54.814 - Oh, look who it is again. 53:54.940 --> 53:55.982 You're going to move in? 53:56.066 --> 53:56.858 Pay rent? 53:57.943 --> 53:58.652 I'm fucking with you. 53:58.777 --> 53:59.527 Get in there. 54:00.070 --> 54:00.820 - Hey! 54:00.946 --> 54:02.072 Oh, you do it! 54:03.490 --> 54:05.325 You have a phone?! 54:06.910 --> 54:08.995 One One more! 54:09.079 --> 54:11.414 Um, I'm scared! 54:48.410 --> 54:49.703 - Ain't that interesting? 55:12.225 --> 55:13.435 - Here you go. 55:13.560 --> 55:15.228 - Wait, I haven't ordered yet. 55:15.353 --> 55:17.022 - The guy at the end of the bar sent it to you. 55:17.105 --> 55:18.398 - Shit, really? 55:20.066 --> 55:21.609 This is the vodka pineapple. 57:25.066 --> 57:27.026 - He was listening to you. 57:29.195 --> 57:30.196 - Did that because you... 57:32.615 --> 57:34.033 pinned me down? 57:35.034 --> 57:37.412 Beat me with a stake? 57:42.542 --> 57:44.002 I couldn't get him off. 57:44.085 --> 57:44.961 I tried, but... 57:49.549 --> 57:51.468 I didn't want you to see. 57:55.346 --> 57:56.139 I've... 57:57.015 --> 57:58.099 I'm so sorry. 57:59.601 --> 58:00.852 I thought but couldn't. 58:07.609 --> 58:08.902 - It's not your fault. 58:16.534 --> 58:17.577 I don't... 58:24.501 --> 58:25.502 - What? 58:38.306 --> 58:39.557 Did you not? 58:40.517 --> 58:41.809 I did that for you. 58:52.529 --> 58:53.988 While, when I was in there, 58:54.113 --> 58:56.157 I thought I saw these... these stairs. 58:57.116 --> 58:58.326 That... 58:58.451 --> 58:59.744 That has to be the way out. 59:00.203 --> 59:01.621 So. 59:01.704 --> 59:04.249 so next time if the red light goes on again... 59:04.332 --> 59:05.458 - Bullshit. 59:07.710 --> 59:09.546 - Why did you say that to me? 59:14.175 --> 59:17.804 Why did you say that to me?! 59:45.248 --> 59:46.291 - What the fuck are you? 01:00:06.227 --> 01:00:07.645 In readjustment, 01:00:09.397 --> 01:00:11.149 part of the sessions were... 01:00:12.275 --> 01:00:13.192 isolation. 01:00:17.530 --> 01:00:21.075 That place became my purgatory. 01:00:24.370 --> 01:00:27.665 Praying for death to a god I don't believe in. 01:00:30.001 --> 01:00:33.588 Until they put another boy 01:00:33.713 --> 01:00:35.298 in that room with me. 01:00:38.635 --> 01:00:39.802 He was beautiful. 01:00:41.804 --> 01:00:43.431 A beautiful boy... 01:00:43.848 --> 01:00:46.392 who was too pure to fight. 01:00:49.312 --> 01:00:51.272 I became his protector. 01:00:54.734 --> 01:00:55.443 My Luke... 01:01:11.918 --> 01:01:13.836 I made him feel safe. 01:01:14.504 --> 01:01:16.214 And he made me feel... 01:01:19.926 --> 01:01:23.012 We fell in love in that place. 01:01:25.264 --> 01:01:27.266 In the midst of hell, 01:01:27.350 --> 01:01:29.852 we laughed and kissed. 01:01:31.646 --> 01:01:33.898 Learned how to make love. 01:01:37.777 --> 01:01:39.112 He saved me. 01:01:46.285 --> 01:01:48.121 When we finally got out, 01:01:48.788 --> 01:01:50.915 the one year in there felt like... 01:01:51.374 --> 01:01:52.166 10... 01:01:54.627 --> 01:01:56.129 We were both 18. 01:01:56.254 --> 01:01:57.088 So... 01:01:57.964 --> 01:02:00.007 We left our families 01:02:01.134 --> 01:02:03.469 and lived together for eight years. 01:02:06.472 --> 01:02:09.100 It was the best time of my life. 01:02:16.315 --> 01:02:17.108 But Luke... 01:02:20.445 --> 01:02:21.654 he couldn't get past 01:02:21.738 --> 01:02:23.156 what we went through. 01:02:27.660 --> 01:02:29.704 He suffered from nightmares. 01:02:33.249 --> 01:02:35.042 I'd just hold him 01:02:35.793 --> 01:02:38.421 until he stopped crying and fell back asleep. 01:02:41.966 --> 01:02:44.010 I would have killed for him. 01:02:46.679 --> 01:02:48.139 He was beautiful. 01:02:54.395 --> 01:02:55.271 One night, 01:02:57.064 --> 01:02:57.857 I had... 01:02:59.942 --> 01:03:02.862 come home from work and... 01:03:05.865 --> 01:03:07.366 I found him. 01:03:16.042 --> 01:03:20.171 I've suffered so long. 01:03:23.883 --> 01:03:26.010 And when I saw you at the club that night, 01:03:28.179 --> 01:03:29.430 I saw Luke. 01:03:38.397 --> 01:03:39.482 My Luke. 01:03:39.565 --> 01:03:41.108 I know that! 01:03:49.408 --> 01:03:50.993 I knew there was no way 01:03:51.077 --> 01:03:52.829 you'd ever go out with me. 01:03:54.580 --> 01:03:56.332 You were too beautiful to talk to 01:03:56.415 --> 01:03:57.834 without some kind of... 01:03:59.752 --> 01:04:01.587 You'd never have given me the time of day. 01:04:05.550 --> 01:04:07.385 Luke and I bonded 01:04:07.927 --> 01:04:09.846 from being locked up together. 01:04:10.388 --> 01:04:11.764 And ended up 01:04:12.265 --> 01:04:14.392 with the most special connection 01:04:14.475 --> 01:04:16.811 two people could ever have. 01:04:18.104 --> 01:04:20.189 Because we shared something... 01:04:20.815 --> 01:04:23.234 horrific together. 01:04:25.319 --> 01:04:26.445 I knew 01:04:27.697 --> 01:04:29.824 the only chance we had 01:04:30.992 --> 01:04:33.160 was to share that experience. 01:04:37.290 --> 01:04:40.293 Luke said I should find love again. 01:04:55.391 --> 01:04:56.392 I watched you. 01:04:59.854 --> 01:05:01.230 You were beautiful. 01:05:07.486 --> 01:05:09.030 - Were you following me? 01:05:12.158 --> 01:05:13.284 - I owned the building. 01:05:20.875 --> 01:05:23.252 You remind me so much of Luke. 01:05:31.385 --> 01:05:32.178 I knew... 01:05:33.804 --> 01:05:35.890 I knew, I had to save you too. 01:05:39.810 --> 01:05:40.603 Here, 01:05:41.687 --> 01:05:43.272 for a second chance. 01:05:45.900 --> 01:05:47.401 Luke and I bonded 01:05:47.777 --> 01:05:49.487 over being locked up together. 01:05:51.864 --> 01:05:55.034 - Luke and I made a special connection. 01:05:55.701 --> 01:05:57.328 Just like you and me now. 01:06:02.041 --> 01:06:03.584 And we made that connection 01:06:05.336 --> 01:06:06.253 because... 01:06:06.837 --> 01:06:08.923 we shared something horrific... 01:06:09.966 --> 01:06:11.092 together. 01:06:21.060 --> 01:06:22.186 I love you. 01:06:24.897 --> 01:06:25.648 - Don't... 01:06:31.487 --> 01:06:32.571 - Don't do this. 01:06:35.408 --> 01:06:35.950 Come on. 01:06:36.075 --> 01:06:37.076 - Stop! 01:06:41.288 --> 01:06:42.039 Why... 01:06:42.123 --> 01:06:43.749 Why are you being this way? 01:06:46.711 --> 01:06:47.503 - Stop! 01:07:14.989 --> 01:07:16.282 - I'll save you. 01:07:28.044 --> 01:07:28.919 - No. 01:07:36.552 --> 01:07:37.344 Please. 01:07:38.596 --> 01:07:39.430 Stop. 01:07:42.850 --> 01:07:44.727 No, no, no. 01:07:48.856 --> 01:07:50.441 - Please stop. 01:07:53.736 --> 01:07:54.612 No. 01:07:56.947 --> 01:07:57.740 Stop. 01:08:20.387 --> 01:08:21.555 - Please! 01:08:23.516 --> 01:08:24.683 Sorry, okay. 01:08:28.187 --> 01:08:30.648 - Uh, you're scaring me, baby. 01:08:33.234 --> 01:08:34.735 Why won't you answer me?! 01:09:01.887 --> 01:09:03.222 Blake. 01:09:03.848 --> 01:09:05.724 I'm sorry, I can't. 01:09:25.744 --> 01:09:26.704 - Baby! 01:09:26.787 --> 01:09:27.580 Blake. 01:09:29.623 --> 01:09:30.416 Baby. 01:09:31.750 --> 01:09:32.793 Baby, you're scaring me. 01:09:32.918 --> 01:09:34.461 Please, please, please, please! 01:09:34.587 --> 01:09:35.421 Baby, baby! 01:09:38.174 --> 01:09:39.592 Don't leave me, Blake. 01:09:39.717 --> 01:09:40.593 Blake! 01:09:40.676 --> 01:09:41.427 Blake! 01:09:43.637 --> 01:09:45.181 Oh, God! 01:09:46.599 --> 01:09:47.391 Baby! 01:09:47.933 --> 01:09:48.851 Baby. 01:09:48.934 --> 01:09:50.853 Come back. 01:09:53.939 --> 01:09:55.191 Baby! 01:09:55.274 --> 01:09:57.610 Come back! 01:09:58.027 --> 01:10:00.279 Blake! 01:10:02.907 --> 01:10:04.658 Blake! 01:10:04.783 --> 01:10:07.369 Please, don't leave me in here, Blake! 01:10:07.453 --> 01:10:09.663 Don't leave me in here, please! 01:10:11.123 --> 01:10:13.834 Please! I don't want to be alone. 01:10:38.234 --> 01:10:42.363 - I am stronger than this leap of a moment. 01:10:45.199 --> 01:10:46.617 I'm going to be okay. 01:12:41.273 --> 01:12:44.443 ♪ I just, want you to feel ♪ 01:12:44.526 --> 01:12:47.112 ♪ that this is real, real love ♪ 01:12:47.237 --> 01:12:49.239 ♪ real, real love ♪ 01:12:49.323 --> 01:12:52.409 ♪ I just, want you to feel ♪ 01:12:52.493 --> 01:12:54.870 ♪ that this is real, real love ♪ 01:12:54.953 --> 01:12:56.955 ♪ real, real love ♪ 01:13:01.502 --> 01:13:04.797 ♪ Baby, let go and face it ♪ 01:13:05.172 --> 01:13:09.259 ♪ You want this, I want this, I can't get enough ♪ 01:13:09.676 --> 01:13:12.888 ♪ I know life can get real real tough ♪ 01:13:13.555 --> 01:13:14.431 ♪ So, listen... ♪ 01:13:14.515 --> 01:13:16.809 ♪ Live, live, oh... ♪